Being a skinny white kid from a small town I am (naturally) a huge fan of rap and hip-hop. The music and the culture are the single largest movement of our generation and I wholeheartedly support it. Years ago I even tried to foolishly partake in the glory of the rap music scene, crafting this rap in a 24 hour period (which may or may not have been fueled by a bottle of old-crow and a burning desire to woo BeyoncĂ©). Even now I often find myself writing to the likes of The Game and Lil’ Wayne, bumping my head to the beat and throwing out World Wide Westside hand gestures with more fire then a reincarnation of Tupac Shakur. What I’m trying to say is that I’m a dork who enjoys living vicariously through his music idols… which is why Lupe’s “Bitch Bad” music video disturbed me so much.
Now I love this song; don’t get me wrong, I think it’s the greatest thing since sliced bread, or 50’s nudie mags. But it definitely unsettled me from my usually calm, carefree attitude, and here’s why:
The song talks about the way that rap music is perceived by the younger generations, the boys and girls that are growing up to hearing their parents listening to gangster rap, and the message that sends to these impressionable young minds. I don’t have any kids of my own, and I don’t really plan to for a while yet, but just imagining the way that they would interpret the lyrics of the music I listen to sends shivers up my spine. That aside, the other thing this song does for me is to raise awareness of the lyrics of some of the music I listen to, and why I’m listening to it. I said earlier that I live vicariously through the rappers, or at least their image, and that is true… so I am forced to ask myself, “Am I a violent, chauvinistic ass-wipe of a human being with the all the compassion of a Hitler/Stalin hybrid?” I like to think the answer to that question is no… and it probably is. Nonetheless it is worth questioning the desire to listen to such decidedly off-color lyrics, and to recognize in fact that we may be almost as impressionable as the children we worry about so much.